Your stupid, and I hate you.
Do you believe?
Its another day and im in this big ass house in the back room sitting on my laptop alone. Balls. Buts its ok, goldmember is on and im listening to some bright eyes. Stupid? only if you knew me that way. Todays rant, also known as “adventure” is all about people. We meet all sorts in life. Today I met a guy named Chance, and several other crazy people. I say crazy because I have...
Pills. I hate the things but ive decided i need to take the medication. Be normal Ben instead of awkward Ben. No more caffeine, only 100% Ben. Not making a lick of sense? Thats ok, its what happens. Im wierd and awkward, and talking to myself. Its pretty great. I feel like this whole, oh my god oh my god thing will disappear when the medicines kick in. In retrospect that means that I wont be...
It was the worst fucking thing to ever happen to me.
Ive been to St Johns hospital too much lately. Tonight after giving a shot of anti-coagulants, my grandmother bled profusely. Long night, but a good distraction for me. Took my minds off the BS and back onto the goal. Quiz in applied calculus tomorrow…bleh. Its too easy.
Sometimes I feel like him, only in public.
I want to see our idiot brother.
Its got alot of actors I like in it, and itll be good guidelines for when my sister grows up.
Its funny how i have my tuesdays off. Means i can party like a rockstar every monday. Wierd I know, but still kind of cool. Im not a party animal, in fact i rarely drink and am awkward in most party settings. What I am, is a person. I ran into Brittany the other day. If you know me, and you know brittany, then you know that the awkwardness would be extreme. Oddly though it was not. We...
Tonight was nuts, and for many reasons. All you need to know is, we released the kraken. Good night, ended with me going home early…ish. Ive been a good boy, designated driver and have not so much as shook a girls hand.
Ive invented a new type of awkward, one that surpasses even the most awkward of awkwards. Awkward Ben.
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance One of...
Go on, run back to all the men that hurt you before. Thats what you want isnt it? Pains the only thing you care about, because at least you feel something.